At A Standstill

Thursday, 05 of December 2019

Standstill - a situation or condition in which there is no movement or activity at all.

Tuesday, December 3rd was the last day of school for the year of 2019. It's Thursday, December 5th now and I'm currently at a complete standstill. I don't know what to do anymore or better yet there is literally nothing to do other than sleep, wake up, eat, navigate the web then repeat the same sequence again, It's mind boggling and super exhausting because you literally go from having a purpose and a stabilised daily routine to suddenly having none at all. I feel like that can seriously mess you up because you literally left in an empty vessel inside a void where your mind just travels to the deepest depths and I can definitely say that it already is taking a toll on me lol. I feel like I'm literally gonna go crazy from constantly thinking about fun things to do without the need of another human being, being an introvert and all since i'm gonna be bored 24/7 these days but like hey I'm free now so I'll have plenty of time to get to writing and making brand new posts and content for my blog and on the plus side writing can be my standstill escape route so that I stay sane but all in all I'm back and ready to continue this literature journey of mine so stay tuned.